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ominards....
okay so i'm kinda trippin
its a long bz day at werk n i dunno wut to write about.
i guess like..hmm...im feelin like my boi dont care nomoe...
i guess i need some affection frum him ya know? its kinda tuff cuz like
i think im da type dat neeeds madd affection. btw this is da first time i'm not writing high. YAY FOR ME! but...i dunno dis guy sometimes blows me off as if i'm nuthing and sometimes it hurts. i love him to death and i keep thinkin like if we ever do end up breakin up i dunno how i'll handle it. it seems like he's losing interest...but den again it mite be my neurotic mind.
i wake up in da morning and on my mind is you
i lay awake and keep wonderin if i'm on urs too
cant help but think of all the smiles u put on my face
ur love is like a sweet nectar that i juss wanna taste
but sumtimes u hurt and kill me n leave me all alone
u give me da cold shoulder and so i'm writing this lil poem
all i could do is write juss to pour my heart
but i wish i could tell u wut i'm feelin..i dont want us to fall apart
i hate it wen you lie..i hate it wen you steal
dont you see wut it duz to me...dont u know how i feel
i wanna believe in you...i wanna love you thru all ur faults n good
but its so hard to turn my head wen ur up to no good
i know ur scared and i know u want affection juss like me
i see right thru you, behind ur eyes, i juss wish time would freeze
so i could hold you and let you know everything is okay
look into ur eyes n kiss your lips n say "i will alwayz stay"
i love you so much..i hate you so much..but u hold the key to my heart
so please stop hurting me n juss keep loving me..remember how our love starts.
i'm loggin off. bye
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